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Sunday, July 05, 2009

marion replied to my email!
n yeah, the things i expected him to say abt the r/s, he did. haha.
i love talking to marion!
he's a great companion!
everytime i talk to him, i always feel gd after tt! :)

it's a relief tt i didnt lose diz fren even aft he migrated overseas! :)
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ytd went to my aunt's place for bbq.
my cousin's n her bday.

i gt there, n everyone asked mi how come i didnt get shawn to go along.

i juz said he's nt free.
cuz i didnt wan to say more.

onli rosen asked 'wad's up wif u n tt leon?'
i juz smiled at her.

aft the bbq, i left my aunt's place ard 10 plus to go to leon's place.

plan was to meet xinyi up 1st thou.

alex n her broke up ytd.
n i guess it might juz b cuz of mi n shawn.
she felt tt his brother seemed more impt den her.
so when she broke up wif him ytd, he said okie today.

i feel shitty abt diz entire thing.
juz when i'm as screwed up myself, i rly didnt wan to trouble other frenz.
y has it come to diz?
i felt tt she doesnt deserve diz.
i mean, she's been helping mi all along.
n nw, i gt her into trouble?
i dunno wad to tink.

thou leon n xinyi said tt it's nt my fault.
but i juz cant help it. :(


anyway, both of us gt 2 bottles of coke n went to leon's place.
we juz wanted to go over n chill.
n drink, yeah. haha.

i intro-ed them to each other.
n very soon, the 3 of us sat there talking in his room.
it always feels damn comfortable in his rm. haha!
cuz u get to rly slack ard.
the aircon, the computer... ahah!

we sat there talking n aft awhile, we decided to go down to his living rm for a drink.
i onli drank 3 cups.
while both of them drank 2.
:s leon was asking whether i wld cry after drinkin. -.-
n the both of them juz had to keep talking abt the r/s. (thou i told them many times to stop it. -.-)

we wanted to face-rape leon.
meaning put make-up for him. =x
but he didnt oblige! shit him.

right in the middle of the nite, i started tearing. -.-
it wasnt due to the drink.
it's juz tt, i sat there n started to tink abt him.
i started to tink abt how he appeared to be happy while out wif mi, while on the phone wif mi.
but it turns out tt he wasnt.

okie, enuff of tt.
back to the both of them.
we went out in the middle of the nite to get some instant noodles n tidbits.
noodles didnt taste as nice cuz it was damn salty for all of us. -.-

but ya
gd thing was tt everythin was paid wif leon's money. =x
13.55
tt's wad he deserved for making us tk the long way in okie. -.-

xinyi was complaining abt the whole grp of guys in the clique, while leon was complaining abt zhen rong. hahaha!

i juz sat there listening to them.
they came up with all the jokes they cld too. -.-
kinda lame but ya. hahaha!

we were tinkin when will the next time b.
definitely, we'll chill out tght at his place again.
it's juz great to noe tt ur frenz r staying out there wif u, tryin to cheer u up.
cuz u noe even if the whole world collapses on u, u'll feel much beta wif them ard too! :)

~ { 8:53 PM }
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