i hate to face tt day....
juz gt my results.. passed all! n to my suprise, i gt a C+ for my web dev.. i tot i'll fail or get a D for tt.. thank God! happy cuz i finally gt my results.. it seriously relieve my anxiety..

but rite after meow reminded mi tt we wen b in the same class anymore, i juz felt lyk cryin.. cal mi emotional, i dun care.. juz tot abt how i wen b able to haf someone to complain to, wen haf someone to rely onto, i'm afraid.. i'm worried.. i juz wish tt mi n meow can b in the same class.. othwise who can gif mi the support to handle the sch stress? she's always the one.. cuz she really understands how it feels.. n for supportin, encouragin mi, eatin curry puffs together wif mi in the library cafe, bein my gd fren for the past one yr, i juz wan to thank her, my gd fren, meow theng.. thz gal, for being there whenever i need someone.. juz hope to keep in touch..

n i tot abt him.. if i juz start cryin nw, i juz hope tt he's here for mi to lean on..
i rmb the day when Marion went away... it was him who allowed mi to cry on his shoulder tt time.. it was him who cheered mi up.. n mayb he's the onli one who can stop mi cryin.. n mayb the 2nd person... meow..

class chalet?
tired.. juz came back from growth camp.. nth much to do there.. juz sat there wif jasmine n another fren.. reach there at 8 diz mornin.. n it turns out tt they onli need ppl for tml.. n the 3 of us r goin to stay tml.. so mr adrian tan treated the 3 of us to mac breakfast.. haha.. nice rite? n the 4 of us kept tokin abt sch stuff, cca n different ppl in the sch.. n my sis.. haha.. nt goin to say wad or who we tok abt.. juz goin to say we had alot of laughter thruout the whole conversation...

n we met up at 1 for a small class gathering ytd.. went to pizza hut for lunch..

sms zk n told him "thz for bein so RESPONSIBLE for nt tellin mi abt today's training.." my god.. i was wonderin "where's ur sense of responsibility n effort put in b4 u were promoted?"

n jeff onli came ard 2.30.. all of us were so lame tt mi, xan n chee hong started comparing how many kids we haf.. haha.. xan had 2, i had 3 n chee hong said he had 5.. so meow sat there laughing, n xan said tt the relationship between the 3 of us is v complicated.. so i was lyk 'huh?wth..' haha.. went to check out the timing for 'Letters from Iwo Jima' at PS after tt.. but as we had to wait for kah hou to reach, they decided to go for pool 1st.. n so we went.. mi n meow juz sat there watchin them play.. meow didnt wan to play n i didnt noe how to.. but the rest kept askin us to play.. askin mi to learn.. den after while, mi n meow tried to play wif alim.. but... forget abt it.. i juz dunno how to play.. there was this moment whereby i shot 2 balls in!! but u noe wad? it was a green n a WHITE one... so, ya.. haha.. aiya, i already said i dunno how to play le ma.. even ppl who noes how to will also shoot the white one in occassionally rite? den tt xan wanted to go to the food court to haf mixed veg rice.. so mi, chee hong n meow went wif him.. it's beta den juz stickin ard snookerium rite? we sat there, jokin wif one another.. n the game started.. haha.. i started playin along wif wadeva xan said.. so when he said meow would tink another way when she's a mother(cuz we were watchin tv ma.. den tink the mother was scoldin the son or sth lidat.. so meow said if she was the mother, she wouldnt care..) so xan started sayin :"when ur a mother, u wouldnt tink diz way.. look at my wife nw.." den he look at mi.. n he continued sayin alot of stuff.. so mi n meow juz sat there laughin.. k, i tink cuz he was so lame tt we juz started laughin.. den we started tokin abt sth else, so i told meow tt xan always turn abusive after getting drunk.. haha.. but no la.. dunno whether it's true.. but it's juz a joke.. n i asked him "do u haf a gf?" n guess wad he said? he said:"no la.. y? u wan to b my gf ah? how can? u already my wife le.." diz made mi n meow laughed even harder.. den he even tok abt the so-called 'kids' tt we haf.. said wad muz go back n feed them milk? crazy.. go n feed himself la.. hahaha.. n chee hong was sayin muz cal mi da jie.. n xan said no la, cal da sao.. den as expected, tt meow kept laughin again.. n u noe how contagious her laughter gets!! he juz kept sayin the same things over n over again.. n she juz kept laughin.. at mi... but all crap jokes la.. haha..

finished pool at 6.. so we walked back to PS.. to get the tickets.. 3rd row from front.. cuz jeff said tt we didnt haf to get tickets since the show has been up for a long time n tt nobody will watch.. n all of us stood there sayin "who was the 1 who said tt there wen b many ppl watching?" haha..

saw jainthan n muhamad there too.. den came the commonly asked qn: "where's shawn?"
so i juz told em tt we're nt together anymore.. n i even said: "i haf new bf already.." haha.. den i called out to xan.. they looked at him.. n he even funnily waved back to them.. hahaha.. n ya, it made mi n meow laugh again.. haha.. n the person who was constantly sittin mi is him.. haha.. n he kept sayin tt i wan to sit wif him... lyk huh?!! but wait til shawn noes who's sitting beside mi all along.. haha.. he'll jump!

in the movie.. k, thou it was a war movie.. i dunno.. the movie was relatively funny.. tink it's cuz of the way the ppl tok.. n there was a part which the one of the generals was reading a letter from HQ.. n when he has finished the letter, sherman added in: "diz is a computer-generated letter. No signature is required.." haha.. the ppl behind him laughed upon hearin it.. haha..
movie was okie overall actually.. nt a bad one..

they decided to go for chomp chomp.. we were walkin towards the mrt station.. den xan n his lame jokes came up again.. he was askin where i lived.. so when i replied, he said "tot ur hse is my hse? ni yao hui niang jia ah? (meanin "ur goin back to ur maternal side izzit")"so we reached there ard 10.20? we started eatin.. asked meow whether she wan sotongs.. but she said no.. den meow even suggested to xan, sayin tt he shd finished for his 'wife'.. n he said he dun tk sotongs.. den meow started laughin again.. said 'ur really husband n wife le.. nv tk the same food..' even when i asked him help mi tk food she also can laugh.. n she n her 'wad-ifs'.. she always tel mi.. 'eh wad if..... eh u nv noe ma.. sths it'll happen..' dunno wad's wrong wif her sia... n she always seem v happy when she's pokin fun at mi.. my god! wif frenz lyk diz, who needs an enemy? haha.. she's constantly laughin at mi.. n i dunno y..

n we were tokin abt a class chalet.. tinkin of havin one as long as we haf enuff ppl.. since it wen b v ex.. so xan was suggestin mayb shd juz go his hse.. but no! cuz his hse gt xiao bai.. his dog la.. n i'm afraid of dogs.. so no way.. i'll juz try to get more ppl to go for the chalet.. will b more fun tt way! but dunno shd haf bbq or nt.. it'll chalk up another amount of expenses thou.. n i'm fearful of tt.. cuz i dun haf much $$ left.. haha.. oops..

gosh.. so tired.. really muz go tk a short nap nw.. wad a long entry...

Lonely?
juz went to my fren's blog n he included the lyrics for "Lonely" by Akon.. used to feel for diz song.. but as time passes, i began to forget abt eveything.. abt the past, how much it hurt, juz everythin.. so when i came across the lyrics again today, I juz began typin diz n tot 'y do guys wan to hurt gals when they claimed tt they really do love them? dun they noe tt they're loving them the wrong way?' some ppl nv had the chance to cherish the ppl they love, some juz dun wan to when they were given the chance.. i'm tired.. juz wanna tk a rest.. tired of everythin cuz i dunno wad's gonna happen next.. so i'm nt gonna say anythin more..

we will make it!!!
met up wif the excos ytd.. tok abt a whole lot of things.. n we decided.. we'll face wadeva comes together.. diz is for sure.. wen juz leave each oth to die.. played slave of job.. haha.. was so fun.. teamed up wif faizal.. we actually had to create a pyramid(vertically up of cuz) and carry it from one pnt to another.. it really needs alot of determination.. 1st we tried it wif no water in the cups.. n next, we tried it wif them at least half-filled.. n as we were playin at the stadium, we had to make sure tt the pyramid doesnt collapse within 1 min.. othwise u haf to start all over again.. gd way to test ur determination huh? n we even played taboo.. didnt really noe who lost the most ultimatedly.. it's juz for fun.. juz to make sure everyone has a gd laugh out of it..

n ytd realised tt we, the junior excos, really haf to improve on alot of things.. really alot.. so for nw, to start off everythin wif, we're goin to organise the next GM.. ya, n we will do well!!

went for secret recipe at bishan w/out pris, sham n shachin.. n mi, faizal n jasmine went for swensen's ice cream!! haha.. cuz we werent really used to nt goin for ice cream at swensen's when we're out together.. haha.. the thirst for ice cream juz made us go off straight to swensen's after lifa went off.. hehe..

n i feel lyk meetin 4e4 again.. we're always meeting during our holidays haha.. hey it's fun k? n we'll go to the beach when we're nt havin chalets.. miss them alot.. really alot.. will meet up wif them someday..

n tt day went workin at the furniture trade fair.. stood for 9 long hrs.. ya, it wasnt difficult to stand for 9 hrs.. but it will get difficult if u were standin in those new sharp-pointed heels.. had no choice but to change back to the old pair after the 1st day..

shd change my blogskin soon.. been tellin meow abt it for a long time but didnt have the time to change it..

kind of tired.. tink i shd tk a short nap and wake up an hr ltr to watch my tv show!!

*yawns*