still crying. i cried again.
hmmm..
i rmb the start of this blog.
'Life is juz alittle sth from mi to u'
This was dedicated to him :)
Lots of the posts were blogged cuz of him.
Lots of the emotions were felt cuz of him.
I'm starting it again. Guess I will be blogging more this few days.
There's alot of pics tt I said I will put up, but never did.
I wonder whether there'll still be time n chances for mi to put up.
I've been thinking alot this few days.
about what I can do if things happen, about what I can do on the next talking session.
I've been crying alot to myself.
during bedtime, so much tt I cldnt get to sleep.
onli to realize tt I had cried myself to sleep the previous night n find myself waking up next morning and the whole vicious cycle starts.
Anywhere - on the bus, in the office.
The last time I cried anywhere was in the labs I guess. I think Bryan was startled when he saw me crying back then.
I have to say sorry to my friends and to my sisters.
Sorry for worrying them, but I dun think I will ever have the courage to say it to them.
tt's the way I am, i guess.
But besides saying sorry, I still have to say my thanks to my dear friends, for being there for me all along.
To my gd friend, Meow: I'm sure tt u will read this someday. Just want to say a very big thank you to you. u've been there with me when I feel way over the clouds or when I'm down in the pits. I noe it's not tt easy for u to hear mi out when I have problems, esp when I called u n just cried tt day, but I'm really appreciative of u being understanding and patient.
To Gilch, Killua, Cali, FJC and Aiax: ty guys for hearing mi rant. definitely not easy for u all esp when u guys have enuff problems of ur own. I noe u guys are always there, just to make a friend like me smile :)
To Wake and Marion: ty for giving mi the encouragement tt I need occassionally. I noe u guys can always be depended on to hear mi out.
To Xin Yi: ty for being there when I need someone to tok to too. jiayou for ur r/s too. hope u can have a happy ending with alex :)
To Desmond, Bogard, Cheryl, Eileen and Jason: FYP will be even more difficult for me to pass the days if u guys werent there. Thz for being my buddies for gossiping and bitching during that period of time.
without my friends, I believe tt I wldnt have come so far :)
But without Him, I believe I wouldnt have gotten by my life happily.
To Him: I believe we can still carry on, but it will get difficult and even more challenging if we want to work things out. definitely not easy, but that is if you're still willing to carry on.
