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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

.
juz because i did wrong, u left me for good.

~ { 2:36 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


lalala~
dunno wad will happen aft today
told gilch diz:
i'm feelin rly veri upset now.
tonite will b the nite le

aft today he n i might nt b in contact le.
cuz i told him i wan to move on.
n he said he'll help mi.
i dunno whether it's a gd thing or nt.
it ought to b a gd thing?
but i cant help but cry.

in any case, gdbye :)

~ { 2:36 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


on msn..
he said he'll help mi move on.

aft today, to him, it'll b okie.
he'll haf no worries.

tonite, will b the last night...

ty to fjc, meow, xin yi n gilch.. those who haf supported mi thruout diz tough period. ty :)

~ { 2:36 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


to someone special :)
wa!! finally able to LOG INTO MY OWN AC!!


been havin so much problems. dunno whether it's cuz i'm in sch or nt -.-


anyway!!


juz wan to log in to say diz!


diz is a post specially dedicated to MY GD FREN, MEOW THENG!!!
might b a long post, tt's y nt gonna tag everythin i wanna say to u there :)

she posted the following in her blog:

I wanna ask all my friends out there.
For this time.
Whether if they read or not.
Am I just a good weather friend?
Are you all just good weather friends?
Do you care about me?
Do you want me to care for you?
Do you want me to treasure your friendship?
Or simply dun care at all?
Am I good friend to you, when u said I am a good friend?
Am I best friend to you, when you said I am your best friend?
Am I truthful?
Are you?
DO you care about my friendship?
Do you think I am just another person which you could not be bother?
Do you despise me cos I am not competent, the best, smart, cool.

n nw, here i m, to ans her qns :)

to meow:
i'm nt gonna ans everythin pnt to pnt.
But i'm juz gonna tel u.
i dunno whether i'm a fair-weather fren to u or nt.
But TO ME, you are my GOOD FRIEND!

i treasure diz friendship or ours, n seriously, it doesnt matter whether u find urself nt competent, smart or cool enuff.
u noe i dun care abt diz, rite?
cuz to mi, ur nth BUT the BEST!

smile more, gal.
lyk i said b4, i'll always b there for u to look mi up.
call mi anytime n u can always expect someone at the oth end to tok to u, or even juz to listen to wadeva rantings u haf.
tk gd care, gal. :)

~ { 2:36 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


quotes
watchin hana kimi jap version nw.. learnt a few things n it's so true aft i tot it thru! :)
  1. if u gif up on the most impt things in ur life, u'll gradually lose urself.
  2. hard work will definitely be rewarded. the rest is to believe in urself.
  3. people who can lie to themselves, are lonely, and in pain.
  4. put others ahead of urself.

myself:

perservere, n things will be fine someday :)


~ { 2:36 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


waiting...
juz had mac hotcakes for breakfast.. =p

anyway
was out ytd

n i tink the fair amt of tears gt mi quite tired for nw -.-

freakin tired, wif nth to do at all in fyp rm -.-



ytd:
told him tt i'm saving money, for marriage i said.
n he said nt enuff money.
mi: no need wad. the guy will pay, nt mi =x
him: huh. but i also nt enuff money
mi: i nv say it's u wad! =xx
hehe!

case study 2: (haha!)
he said i'm nt a burden, n he's feelin beta abt things

case study 3:
we can actually make fun of S.E.A Jr -.-

case study 4:
told him tt i dunno how i'll feel if one day i c his facebook profile turn to 'in a r/s', but it's nt mi.
he asked mi nt to b silly, cuz it wldnt happen.

case study 5:
u gave mi the present tt u bought from m'sia
u mentioned tt u wanted to get shoes for urself
but i tink the budget for my gift exceeded the amt? tt's y u cldnt get ur shoes rite?


had a wonderful nite ytd. thank you. =)

cant thank u enuff for tt.
it'll tk more den juz a simple thank you.


suddenly tot abt wad u mentioned tt day, abt the proposal.
i dunno how ur feelin nw, but mayb it's rly nt the time to u.

plannin for friday....

n waitin for it to come =)

~ { 2:36 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


waiting...
weeeee!!!

pass all my modules!! =p

congrats to all who passed!
congrats to my gd fren, meow who gt an A
congrats to alvin, fadilah who gt distinctions!

wahahaha!
happy mood today!

cuz he's coming to sch ltr!
at 4.30pm!

waiting waiting waiting!

~ { 2:36 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


Monday, September 15, 2008


somehow i feel tt i'm still waitin for a miracle to happen.
but somehow i don't feel like thinking abt him anymore.
call me weak, call me fragile.
i juz want to be happy.

it's still in his capability to make me happy.
but as long as this continues, nth changes, i'll still continue to pine n harbor hopes for everything.

i want to stop crying. i want to stop thinking.

go. i don't wish to think anymore.

~ { 3:53 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


bit by bit...
i m feeling so bored...

missing my fren.. meow where r u? i miss the days we chat on msn =(

i miss my holidays
but nvm!

aft fyp n attachment, will b graduation! =)


nic came by wif a pack of toffees which he gt from candy empire.
didnt eat it cuz i'm nt rly feelin tt gd. feel lyk vomiting. n the smell of it makes it somehow worse.
but nvm! i treated everyone i noe in the 2 fyp rooms.

hope everythin will end fast =)

hmmm.. i dunno.. but m i forgettin him already?

~ { 3:53 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


Thursday, September 11, 2008

perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
things r okie already.
we watched tv lyk b4.
we talked. nicely. we laughed.

perhaps i've been longing for things to b right for veri long.
perhaps i've been thinking of him for too long.
perhaps i've been deceiving myself for far too long.

cuz it's juz a dream, tt i had diz morning.

~ { 7:50 PM }
aiming for the sky above;


Monday, September 08, 2008


wooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

still in sch nw doin nth?

had napfa trainin juz nw.
was supposed to b dining wif him n his section mates but he's started eatin, n he still asks mi whether i wan to join him?
how nice, to offer, but so sry, i dun feel it.

fucking pissed!
fucking bored!

i fucking hate ppl who make empty promises
i fucking hate ppl who create false hopes!!!
i fucking hate ppl who onli tinks tt they can do it, but i cant

too many f words ard?
nt happy? fuck off.

~ { 10:29 AM }
aiming for the sky above;



tokin to andra on msn nw

his personal msg:
give me back my point of view, cos i just can't think for you.

makes mi wonder...

~ { 10:29 AM }
aiming for the sky above;


my ah ma!!!
been long since i blogged!!

anyway!!

today was on my way to sch as usual

saw ah ma downstairs her hse

at her void deck tokin to her frenz

saw her turnin ard n walked away aft tt

n i juz called out to her

wanted to tel her i wen b eatin tonite

but i juz shouted out 'AH MA!!!!'

she turned ard.. n waved back..

made mi felt great! she made my morning! cuz i smiled when i saw her waving back at mi =)

~ { 10:29 AM }
aiming for the sky above;