lalala
freaking tired.
feel lyk slping.
hmmmm...
i tink sth's gone very wrong btwn mi n him.
n ya
i told him he's the 1st guy i've ever seen, who wants to keep his gf wif him but does it so unwillingly. n i told him tt he's nt sincere at all n i dun wanna c him anymore.
yup.
all aft a very happy night out.
aft the show we enjoyed tght. - land of the lost
aft hugging at the bus interchange for so long lyk a couple still in their honeymoon period.
ya ya, i shd haf known.
everything was nice til i asked 'y dun u put our picture on fb?'
n u noe wad did he say?
he said 'cuz i wan to put the dyed hair pic.'
ya. my face changed, to b honest.
the feelings towards him immd changed.
n i tot to myself 'wad for i haf so many of the pictures of us on fb when he doesnt care for it??'
i mean, y shd i bother?
when he doesnt care abt abt minor details lyk all diz.
so i told him 'i dun wan to c u anymore. wake up urself tml. no need to meet for lunch already.'
n yes, tt's wad i did.
to mi, he'll nv b tt guy who gives surprises anymore.
he'll nv b the guy who does swt little things for mi anymore.
he'll nv take the initiative n say sorry anymore.
if he rly did care abt everything, he wld have at least have the decency to reply to the smses.
n diz is how i felt.
tt he doesnt need to care anymore since he doesnt want to.
call me petty or whatsoever.
but it will not change matters.
the damage is done.
so be it.
i don't want to find myself thinking abt him again.
i dun want to dwell upon all diz again.
it's over.
