wad a day.
gosh.
shd i say it's been a bad day in the company?
tt i tot it ought to b better after bryan comes back from his few days break, and we can finally all sit down nicely n haf a nice lunch/chat.
den again.
fuck tt tot.
it didnt turn out tt well.
tch announced tt he was gonna leave the co after one of our projects.
meow said she might b leaving earlier den tch.
(tch shd b leaving ard early july. meow shd b leaving ard end of june.)
i hate the tot of it.
but i cant help it.
when asked y, tch didnt wan to say anything.
i fell into feeling lousy again.
so wad? i'm goin next?
ya, ya, ya.
might be. could be. may be.
it gets abit disappointing and upsetting, but wad can i do?
when i was talking to bryan aft lunch, tch came in, and i asked him y again.
diz time, he asked 'y do u need the reason?'
mi: cuz u always dote on us.
him: if loving u means keepin it from u, i'd rather do tt.
mi: no lo. if u love us, den u shd tel us so we can prevent it from happening again.
after which, it linked him to the qn, he asked 'n wad happened to u? y r u having such low morale diz days?'
mi: nth. dun say le.
i found it needless to say.
i found it pointless in carrying on.
and i left the room.
i just didnt want to lose control of my emotions and ust sit there to cry.
so, fuck tt tot.
