o ya, gotta update my resume too. :)
but nt sure when gonna do it.
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n juz saw from edmw tt Michael Jackson passed away.
RIP, MJ.
I love some of the songs by him:
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Next up, H1N1.
95 new cases, bringing all in total to 315 cases in SG.
ytd my younger sis and I were just discussing abt diz.
we were saying how we felt abt both Sars and H1N1.
and we felt tt we're more afraid of Sars than H1N1.
no, it's nt tt diz isnt scary at all.
it's juz tt a vaccine will soon be out for diz..
n for Sars, to wad we noe was tt there wasnt any vaccination for it.
moreover, SG is already better prepared for this due to wad happened during Sars.
juz hope tt diz will be over soon.
sths, i tot : did the news say anything abt not going to wk?
but den again, i tink abt it again: if the news rly did announce tt, it'll mean tt the society will be in chaos.
no, as much as i dread coming to wk diz days, i m nt gonna wish tt diz will get worse or wadeva.
looking on the bright side, i juz hope tt everything will get better so tt i can get another job!
whether it's H1N1 or the recession! :)
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i'm kinda tired out from all the things at wk.
it's nt tt i hate diz workplace.
it's juz tt i no longer feel the warmth in here.
mayb aft the exhibition they will ask mi to leave?
since i feel tt they no longer need mi here too?
i'm okie wif leaving actually, as long as they pay mi the compensation.
wad? i dun haf things to pay??
den again, coming to diz, i rly need to sit down n calculate how much i can rly put aside each mth.
50 for transport, 150 for insurance, 100 for parents, 400 for food n entertainment.
ya 400 shd b enuff. i tink. i guess.
there goes 700.
i rly hope i can save lyk...... rly more den expected diz time round wif diz mth's pay.
i dun earn much, so i juz hope i can maximize every cent.
i wan to wk wad i love.
but times r hard.
so i'm juz hanging on.
broy was telling mi the oth day 'dun lyk change lo.'
mi: i noe, if need b, i'll wk retail. might b more xin ku, but i'm willing to tk the hardship.
he: if dun lyk change again lo.
mi: hahaha. no la. i dun wan to keep changing cuz i dun wan to mk it a habit. i wan to stretch my limits n c how far i can go. if i keep changing, i will find myself nt being able to excel in anything i do!
ya, tt's how i always feel n tink.
i've always believe since sec sch tt i will have to stretch my limits b4 i can noe how far i can go.
it's always been lyk diz since sec sch when i was in red cross.
been lyk diz aft i join poly.
been lyk diz aft i join ateam n face the backstabbers there.
been lyk diz aft i started wk from young.
mayb it's because of my parents.
The mentality of being able to take hardships, getting out of my comfort zone was inculcated into mi since young.
even nw, my dad n mum will sit down and start talking to me abt work.
they will say things lyk 'wk life's lidat.'
n they will go on n on abt making mi c the oth side of things.
i tink i grew up, learning abt being even more positive from them!
my mum can b said as a workaholic, actually.
she can wk ot for days, come back only in the midnight, slp for only 2-3 hrs, get up, n go off to wk again.
yup, tt's my mum. she's used to it.
sths, i pity the kids/ppl who give things up rly halfway.
as in, i pity them when it's their parents who keep saying 'dun do already. dun wk anymore. stop all diz. forget abt it!'
it's lyk, y not give ur child/somebody the chance to excel?
if they're always being stopped, how will they ever know what are their limits??
if u dunno wad's ur limits, do u dare say u've lived ur life to the fullest?
i dunno abt others, but i won't.
even til nw, i can say i've seen alot of things, gd or bad.
but i also cant say tt i've lived my life to the fullest.
i noe tt there's alot of things i've yet to do!
lyk goin to snow city wif him.
playing badminton wif him n my family.
rly going to a home to volunteer some sort of services every wk.
nv rly sit down for some time wif my bunch of gd frenz to talk abt our lives.
mayb til nw, i've been kind of afraid.
it's the kind of worry which strikes me sths.
i dunno how far i can go in the future.
i can only tell myself to try my best in wadeva i do.
lyk nw, when i no longer feel anything in the company.
i'm still telling myself to keep working.
cuz i noe tt as long as i keep working, i noe, even when i leave diz place, i noe i haven't let myself down! :)
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to him: happy 52th anniversary! :D
it's been rly wonderful wif u ard. n i hope tt diz feeling will keep goin on n on.
thank u for taking the initiative to wish mi 1st diz morning.
it was a sweet feeling tt i wld never forget! :)
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