sin: envy
i told him i envy jt
n he told mi he envy cs
he told mi he envy cs cuz he had a gf lyk jt
but i will nv compare him to another guy i guess...
in fact, i juz envy jt cuz he can join them n go out wif them tght?
i envy jt cuz at least when she advises cs nt to smoke, he wldnt...
i'm envious of her rite nw ba....
n even he tinks tt she's gd...
he's nv compared mi to oth ppl..
but i guess he's already started it nw..
i dunno since when we turned out lidat...
i dunno since when he started to detest mi..
i cant bring myself to tok to him more
cuz his answers r always veri disappointing..
he can bring himself to chat gals up, to make oth gals happy....
n diz is the extent of mi knowing how much he juz wans to distant himself from mi...