i'm sorry, really sorry...
i noe i disappointed him juz nw
i noe i angered him juz nw
i noe i worried him juz nw
i noe i scared him juz nw
i noe i shocked him juz nw
i noe i hurt him juz nw

i noe i noe i noe!!!!!
i noe i was being stupid n selfish juz nw
i juz wanted to b happy for tt moment n aft juz nw

i juz wan to shout out nw
i juz wan to say a million apologies to him
i wan to tel him i'm really sorry for makin him worry juz nw
i juz wan to go on bended knees to beg him to gif us another chance
but i noe he wldnt
nothing i say will change anythin.. nothing...

i dunno how i should tel him i really wan both of us to nt tk things so lightly n to just cherish diz relationship properly..
i noe tt diz doesnt come by just lidat..
i noe tt we've been thru alot.. 3 yrs r nt just snappin ur fingers n everythin will be gone lidat... tt's y i'm unwilling to gif up nw..
nothing will make mi gif up nw.. wadeva, juz cal mi stubborn...
i dun wan us to wait til there's no more chance to salvage diz den both of us start to regret..
i dun wan anythin to happen to either of us b4 we start to regret..
cuz by den, tt will really b too late for us to do anythin..
the reason y i keep persisting, is juz cuz i really love him alot... n i noe tt he still does too...
we've regretted alot of times in our lives, in our relationship, tt's y i do not wan to gif up at diz point of time, n juz let go of everythin lidat...

i'm sorry, really sorry. 但我真的受伤了。。