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Thursday, July 03, 2008
cal mi stubborn!
gilch decided to haf a go at his r/s wif his gf again
at least both of them r willing to try
at least aft so much, he's willin to try again =)
veri nice feelin to c oth ppl try n nt gif up ba... mayb tt's wad i rly need nw.....
but i dun c it comin..

nonetheless, i juz feel happy for him ba! =)


on a sidenote, feelin quite happy... okie.. mayb nt so happy but tryin to smile nw..
he chased mi away ytd.. he drove mi directly out of his heart..... he even asks mi to let him go if i rly love him.. n yes, precisely i noe tt the mutual affection is there, tt's y i told him i will nt gif up.. he didnt wan to hear mi tok.. n juz said tt the efforts i'm puttin in nw r too late.. he even told mi tt he felt lyk a dog for the past yrs.. n tt i took his obedience for granted.. i COMPLETELY disagree wif diz.. cuz i did nt.. n well, he says i dun even noe wad's wrong.... when i rly juz dunno where to start abt things nw.. n he cant b bothered to tok.. he said everythin i do is onli in my interest, but he probably forgot tt diz decision he made juz goes to show he's in the same league as mi..
n i noe, hes makin things difficult for mi.. he doesnt care whether i'm havin any difficulties in life, doesnt care if i haf depression or wadsoeva.. cuz to him, he lost his self-respect long ago..
n mi? to mi, i felt tt i've lost my self-respect, attention n love..

yes i ought to b rly upset nw.. but fine, enuff abt tt.. go on tokin abt diz n i will feel terribly upset ltr..

but aft a sudden tot of wad i can do for him b4 he goes in for ns, i've turned happier..!!

anyone dunno wad's love?
to mi, it's juz doin all diz small little things ba.. n being happy from it..
even when he doesnt reply my sms, even when he gif a 'cant-b-bothered' attitude, i was juz happy when i called him juz nw(to ask him abt his ns enlisting time n sch cuz nic wanted mi to double cfm wif him so tt he feels beta tt someone he noes from young is goin in the same timing as him..)

nah, i dun care, cuz i'm happy!! it's been long..... but it's still the same, it's for him. weeeeeee........!!!!!

shall blog aft i finished doin my things tml!! goin out wif chu ting to get stuff tml!

abt wad happened ytd at bishan
was rather funny towards the end...

~ { 10:33 PM }
aiming for the sky above;