all in all.....
3.39am -.-
okie i went to slp ard 10plus after the 9pm show.. insisted on watchin the show cuz i seriously tink it's worth the watch.. link here:
http://8.mediacorptv.sg/shows/drama/view/949/1/.htmlshow's kind of realistic to mi... tt's y i lyk it.. feel tt the logic of 'if it's nt urs, it's nt urs' is there.... n show will eventually show everyone who lose wadeva they had earlier on gainin back wadeva it is =)
diz mornin went to fetch meryl alone yet again.. he was late again, n i didnt quite bother to cal him n wake him up.. rly sincere, he shd haf done it, isnt it?
when he was awake, he juz droped mi a msg n said he's sry, he woke up late n decided he wen make it on time.. it's okie.. meaningless to say sry.. expected tt he wldnt come anyway =)
he left mi another msg ard 5 plus, tellin him tt he's meetin his frenz for his class chalet already.. but i didnt reply too.. wad's the pnt of replyin?? ya n the day i'll probably reply is when i c tt some part of him is sincere abt the whole thing...
certain things u can c tt he's nt rly being much sincere, but u juz dun wanna tok abt it....
feel lyk askin him how he's doin at the chalet, but dun feel lyk callin him.. i mean, y do i haf to b the 'sincere' one diz time again??? nt my fault, n.o.m.b..
okie n back.. i cant slp at this time nw.. n i kind of expected it havin to slp so early juz nw.. it's nt much of a prob.. since i haf my hk drama to accompany mi thru the whole mornin til the time i go fetch meryl.. haf absolutely nth on tml... bored -.-
how i wish I HAF A CAR!!!! somebody sponsor mi the car pls n i can get the drivin license if i haf a car of my own..... reckon tt a car will seriously b beta.... lyk goin out for supper!! i can get super hungry at times... n save mi the long bus trips to my aunts' hses.... i can even drive mummy to places for her k sessions wif my aunts n uncles! n ya, can drive my ah ma ard to haf gd food.. since we always tk cab if we're goin anywhere further den the market cuz she has abit difficulty walkin... dun wan her to b too tired...
but okie, havin a car has its own expenses too -.-
went back for red cross at cbss today... sec 1s still okie... seniors, can c tt they're slackin.. even for the vp... for zhen khan, i'm feelin abit sian for him also la... cuz whenever parents complain, the bloody teacher will scold him til it's the end of the world...... n he will haf to apologise to the cadets.. lyk huh??? some of which r obviously nt his bloody freakin fault n he still gets it...
they were sayin tt the teacher is afraid of authorities, which ya, i agree so.. afraid of parents, superiors.. n ya! she practise favoritism!!
rite, she's afraid rite?? dun challenge mi or scold my sis for no gd reason! (the last i heard from my sis was when she asked her whether she's goin for the red cross talentime or some competition n all my sis said was 'i'm nt goin' in a normal-and-ppl-will-definitely-get-angry tone.. n the teacher said 'dun tok to mi lidat! u tok to mi how celestine tok to mi!' n fyi, celestine said 'sry i'm nt goin'... err... say sry for wad bloody reason?? u juz asked whether they're goin or nt, need the bloody sry for wad fuck???)
n ya ya, try sayin diz to my sis again n i'll find all the reasons i can to turn it against her.. since she's so damn freakin afraid to offend the superiors n parents... tt's for scoldinzhen khan n my sis for no reason! =x
n no, i freakin wen look for her.... i will look for the principal!! yes, i will request a change of teacher to refrain red cross from closing down!
juz tok on the phone wif him.... for ard 55mins??
glad we tok.. okie la, at least he called mi =p
heard abt his class chalet.. nt veri gd turnout.. thou the chalet itself is considered cheap.. 140 for 2 nites at changi aloha... big lo... but food alone for the chalet tonite is lyk 120 for 10 ppl?? tt's ex... is poor fren had to fork out much more $$ den the rest of them.. tink ard 70-90.. which he said can get himself another pair of jeans...
so was tinkin of gettin edmw ppl to go.. 1st: to help cover abit of the costs...
2nd: well, they wanted a chalet/bbq wad, rite?
but nt sure whether can or nt...
also mentioned another thing to shawn.. today's the class chalet.. tml supposed to b ppl from ibt(their course) goin.. n it's lyk onli 6 stayin? so tinkin how little ppl there will b.. i told him to suggest it to his fren to get more ppl.. nt onli from their course, since so little is goin.. might as well get from oth courses... whoeva can get ppl goin, juz get lo.... juz cover costs can le la.... n more ppl, the merrier!!! juz go there liven things up can le ma... cuz his fren was sayin might as well check out in the noon tml..... tink he rly too sian le.....
was juz tellin him tt i shd juz start on my blog.. sayin ppl can approach mi to help organise outings/gatherings... can... alittle of cash for mi will do..... =xx
was tinkin of it.. cuz rly abit sian stayin at hm all day long..
n since it's sth i can do relatively okie, might as well rite??
might haf diff plans nw n den.. but dunno whether can wk or where to start from....
does anyone noe wad i can do? -.-