day out on sat...
ahhhhhhhhh.................

been long since i update abt lots of things!!

for once, i didnt manage to tok abt the last outing mi meow hs n wei jin had!
another thing, i didnt tok abt speech day which juz ended ytd
nt forgettin abt clubcrawl n how was sch for mi since the 1st day til nw....... -.-
all i did for the past wk was to go to sch n try to understand wth the lecturer was tokin abt, to go back for trainin n try to meet him...

o ya, forgot to mention too... tt ytd was rly so occupied wif stuff.....
1st thing in the monrin, i woke up ard 6 plus, left the hse ard 7.17am to go for the sch's speech day.. everythin turned out pretty well for the marchin contingent.... except some of the sec ones n kogila who didnt haf their hairnets n nicky didnt bring his barret! -.-

ya so great, isnt it??
n they haf the cheek to tel u they forgot to get the hairnets when the sch is sellin?? HA-HA!

n ya, nisha cldnt even find where the hell her uniform was?? ya, gd one....

shall wait til they haf their next trainin or durin the camp... try to b funny wif the comm or mi? they might wan to try harder...

okie, den it came the concert..... o ya, he wasnt there again, woke up late....
but i recorded the concert items for him.... juz in case... for him to c....

the speeches made by the relevant ppl were rather long...... at least all of them added to more den an hr??!
i became abit fidgety when my butt seriously was havin some pain from sittin there on the floor too long.........
everythin ended ard 11.20? n it was time for refreshments...

nope, didnt eat anythin from there.. juz went there to look for miss wati n miss irene low....
miss wati transferred to pei hua..... while... okie i dunno abt irene low....
anyway i asked them whether it's possible to change cca teacher... shall explain abt it when i feel lyk on another day...
miss wati asked whether i'm still wif shawn or nt.. she asked 'did u n shawn break up?'
mi: no? y? who told u we broke up?
she: no la.. cuz i always dun c him ard ma..
mi: o..... no la.... he's working nowadays.... n slpin nw -.-
she: o......

went back for rcy cuz there was nth left for mi to do/nobody to look for in the canteen.....

dismissal, went for lunch....... learnt tt gary's bdae's on the 8th of may... cuz he asked mi for a present when i asked him whether he's goin for the alumni comm's meetin on tt day...

n i said okie, dun forget to gif mi on my bdae... 29th may.. the day we're havin our rcy camp wif npcc in sch.... he started sayin he's gt class tt thursday (n i asked him den how come he can make it for tt meetin on a thurs -.-) n said tt he's gt a project meetin tt day.. -.-

after tt he said okie la, n asked mi to remind him -.-
sincere, har?
n he keyed in his no into my hp....

moving on, hs asked to meet on the platform cuz both of us were goin to meet fw, rr n kim at cityhall mrt... fw juz gt back from hk a wk ago, n he bought sth for mi, hs, wake n blackie..
shall post the pics of wadeva he gave us on another day..... -.-
kind of lazy to upload the pics nw....
plus dun rly haf the time.. goin over to my grandma's hse soon....

I WANNA GO HK!!

okie, tt's juz being random...
n carryin on to the trip..... we had ice cream at haagen daz.. fw treated us... nice.. =p

n ya, as usual, edmw frenz always lyk to make fun of mi -.-

i was juz askin them whether theywatched liao zhai 2...
n my manner of askin was lyk....
mi: eh ur gt watch liao zhai... *pauses for a moment cuz i forgot to say part 2 of the show* 2!! *wif my fingers showin the no 2 out*

den all of them started to imitate mi w/out even answering my qn at all -.-
rever
they kept pointin the 2 fingers out................ yes, wherever we go....

took a few pics of the esplanade n a grp photo of the 5 of us....

reached hm ard 5.30pm... cuz i wanted to tk a short nap b4 goin out for the performance.. didnt wan to b too tired for the youth mass at his church..
woke up ard 6.45 i tink.. den rushed in to bath n gt ready to leave the hse...
reached his church ard 7.40? didnt noe where to go cuz i didnt cal/sms him..

luckily i went for youth mass once b4.. n wif the music, i was guided to the chapel...
it has already started n i tink it was rather surprised to c mi...
tink cuz i was damn sian cuz he cldnt wake up for the speech day in the mornin.. so ya....
n cuz it will b his last performance b4 he enters ns, i had promised to go watch him play n i did! =)

i walked into the chapel n they were already playin the songs.. so i stood thruout the songs.. didnt sit... nt veri nice rite? lyk nt respecting if i juz sit lidat....
the Father was quite humourous, i can say... things he say, quite interestin... at least i was listenin...

it ended ard 9 plus but we went off ard 10 plus cuz they had to shift all the drums n everythin back to the attic... i juz waited.... n he told his frenz he had his own groupie , tt idiot -.-

helped them shift alittle things... but he took it away upon seeing mi tk those.....

went for dinner ard 10 plus...
was seriously starvin cuz i onli had one meal earlier on....

walked from his church to central... went to s11 for fish n chips....
den came along an auntie who asked whether my can of drink is empty already or nt juz when i started eatin.....
the freain rude thing was when she kept flingin the plastic bag which is in her hands above my food.. n tink it touched my food....... lyk wth rite??? i juz gt my food nt long ago n here she is flingin her lastic bag rite above.... who noes how dirty the bag is???

all along, i kept starin at my food which is riskin being contaminated n we told her nicely 'okie' after she asked us to put the can on the floor ltr..
but cuz i was damn irrtated by her actions, i didnt..

i was still tinkin tt i'll probably scold her if she comes along flingin the bag above my food again...
n i might juz throw the can away cuz i'll probably b freakin angry if there's a next time -.-

n b4 she left, she stopped flingin her bag over my food n yes, she had to do sth lidat n made mi even more pissed when her bag brushed across my face...... seriously made mi damn freakin irritated n pissed n my mood completely changed.. til shawn cheered mi up, tryin to disturb mi tt he had gotten the big acne he has on his face one wk ago when he met the same auntie n the bag had brushed across his face as well.... he tried makin it seem as real as possible, wantin mi to worry for my face....
but aft tt i looked at him n continued eatin after awhile...
n he asked 'u frightened already rite?'
mi: no *continues eatin* cuz ur juz tryin to disturb mi onli *laughs*
n he tot i was afraid... hahaha...

after tt, we were jokin abt the diff ways tt the auntie will b alerted... lyk once we put the empty can down, she'll noe etc... all diz's juz an effort of him tryin to cheer mi up, lightening my mood, nt to disturb oth ppl, no...

walked hm from central.. saw abigail on the way... tok to her.... she has a bf nw.. goin 7 mths, we heard from her. she has long hair nw, in RP....
n she was tellin shawn nt to bully mi... hahahaha...

blackie called mi when i was goin hm.... he said he wanna get the stuff from mi.. those tt fw passed to mi.. so i gave it to him.. he was comin from s'goon... so i told him where';s my hse..
he reached amk n was lost.... so i gave his some directions n i met him in front of ah ma's blk instead... tink he cldnt recognise mi earlier on... i was wearin skirt den cuz i juz reached hm n didnt dare to tk my shower cuz i noe he's comin to pick the stuff up from mi...

went to bath n after i came out, missed cal from shawn n 2 smses.. one from him, another from blackie....
blackie said thz n tt i looked pretty (ty.. haha)
n i said 'so is tt y u cldnt recognise mi??'
he: ya.. so gorgeous suddenly.. went out wif choco?
choco refering to shawn..
mi: ya.. went for performance...
him: o no wonder.. so how is it? so how izzit? u back wif him le?
mi: no wonder wad? no wonder i wear skirt? nonsense. haha. ya back wif him le. u? wif any gals already?
him: lol.. i nt tt bad. wif any gal? haha no la. still single. blah. haha
mi: haha go get 1 lo. tot u were aft the cjc gal? how izzit le?
him: juz frenz? haha no la. who will wan mi? haha

*didnt reply le*
went to tok on the phone....

slept earlier ytd. cuz was freakin tired n back was achin.... tok on the phone for awhile n went to slp ard 2 plus...

gave jie the cheque for ateam reimbursement.....
hopefully can get by wed...

gonna haf fried rice n i tink lontong for dinner!!

n told ah ma i wan to fry the fried rice myself cuz i wanna learn!

was tinkin of cookin tt for him someday...

n ya!! he's gonna b enlisted on the 10th july! =(

i tink i'm gonna cry.... being mi yet again -.-

okie! enuff said!

shall post wadeva stuff i wanna say or the pics on some oth day again...

gonna go over to ah ma's hse le!!

too sensitive?
sigh.......................

okie i dunno y..... but i'm feelin damn irritated nw...... dunno whether izzit juz mi or wad........

cld b cuz i'm sian of sch which is gonna reopen on mon...

or dunno izzit cuz i'm juz damn flustered by oth matters....

i was fine ytd nite, at least.....

today the feelin... it juz suddenly made mi feel tt sth is seriously nt rite wif us again....

lyk how he behaved when tt f-ing bitch was ard.....

ya, dunno y i suddenly feel diz way when we were tokin on the phone...

sths the things he say doesnt rly click.... lyk he dun rly wan to meet mi, lyk he dun rly wan to extend the meetin time, lyk he's always in a rush to go hm....

but i tink i might juz b tinkin too much..... at least, i hope i m..

mi, myself n I
lalalalala.........

tinkin of wad i can do b4 goin to get prepared....

nt gonna slp cuz:
1 - i'm gonna start preparin at 5.30am
2 - i'm gonna leave the hse at 6am to haf my breakfast alone....

y alone? cuz nobody goin wif mi??

ya, those goin nt goin to the studium wif mi... so go haf breakfast den make my way there myself lo... wad's the freaking big deal abt it anyway???

i haf mi, myself can le!! =p

spendin time, yes? no???
okie okie!!

tok abt wanting to spend more time tght!!!

yeah!! i tink i'm startin to detest him!!

purely bored
from juz nw til nw, still haven sign up for facebook... haha....
too lazy to do so i guess....

dun rly haf a thing to do nw...
but dun rly wan to go to bed thou i haf to get up at 6am???

bored bored bored!!!

mayb i'll sign up for facebook when i haf more time n beta mood ba...

tinkin whether i shd open up my blog n frenster or nt.

after all, wadeva happened tt made mi sealed off both my blog n frenster has been quite sometime already...

ya, i'll consider...
edmw ppl haf requested tt i invite them to both if i open up..
n i agreed.. i will if i decide to open up the 2 accounts...
wen rly mind, i guess... =)

bad mood
wanted to sign up for facebook juz nw.. den can put a few pics of us....

but come to tink abt it, forget it..

I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO MOOD TO DO SO NW!

or rather, i'm in a freakin bad mood =)

no, nth, no more??
fuck!
it's gonna b fri tml n i've gt to wake up early n reach s'goon stadium by 7.15am for sec sch's sports day.....
feelin lonely again.....
tot can go wif sis.... but she's gonna go wif her frenz at lyk 6.15am??? LYK WTF??? she shd noe i'm goin????
tot can meet him for supper since he's at church nw.. n he told mi he's meetin stan AGAIN ltr...
hmmm..... they juz met ytd??

gt sis lyk no sis... gt bf lyk no bf.....

ya, told him tt too... he said he wanted to reach ard 9 plus tml cuz the event probably wen start so early..... so i told him it's up to him.. wan to reach late also up to him.. dun wan to go also up to him...... nt puttin any hopes on him.....

ya n i'll come back alone tml after the event, since he wen b expected there anyway.. n i'll probably tel my sis tt she can jolly well come back wif her frenz or alone tml..... up to her....

n ya, wad ed always lyk to say: sux to b you
so ya, sux to b mi!!

freakin bad mood nw........

random tots
rite..... few days since i blog..... was feelin too tired after i came back from red cross tt day, so didnt blog...

so so so!!
went for red cross last wed, fri n today (wed).. gonna go back for trainin tml as well... n on fri for sports day in the mornin n trainin in the noon... trainin on sat as well... in the mornin..

forum frenz sayin tt i'm carin n dedicated enuff to go back to my sec sch for trainin thou i dun haf to b involved nw... but........ no la, nt carin, kind or anythin.. juz go back to c whether they need any help....

my com shut down when i was typin a reply in edmw juz nw -.- to prevent it from overheatin or sth i tink.....

went to get a new haircut wif him today!! okie, as usual, he always looks younger after he cut his hair.. but today after i gt my new haircut, hmm.. i dunno whether it made mi look nicer or nt... mayb, mayb nt... gt abit flustered when i was waitin at the bus stop wif him to go to sch from the hairdresser's place..
o i forgot to tk pic of the gel he bought there today.. nvm.. shall tk it when i haf the chance to..

time for some pics!!

mi n him in sec sch canteen:





nice?? pls dun tel mi i look fat!! >.<

girl was sayin tt i look nice wif diz hairstyle.. she even wanted mi to bring her there! but i told her nt nw la.. i dun wan her to risk gettin caught in sch... dun tink she will pin her hair up anyway..

after rc today, went to novena wif him... to get his facial scrub.. heard from him tt it's rly gd....

costs 37 i tink..... made from organic products...
had kfc for dinner.. was rather quiet durin dinner... cuz wasnt rly happy abt wad's gonna happen for the next few days....

1st, he's nt gonna fetch my cousin, meryl wif mi.. n he had promised tt he will do it.... been a wk, but he didnt... it's okie if it's wk, but if it's cuz he overslept, somehow i feel tt it's nt rly a reason??

2nd, he said he will spend more time wif mi, b4 my sch reopen... fyi, it's next wk... so we're left wif fri n sat evenin...

he said he'll meet mi tml in the noon, but i seriously doubt he can wake up on time n meet mi at 12? cuz at diz time, 4.50am, he's still at his fren's hse... so, ya...

sths i wonder whether i do detest him, othwise whether the love is still there, or even whether i'm numb to it or nt... i dunno, n i dun rly wan to tink abt it.. cuz all i can do is to tink, tink n tink.. nth much.... i get rly disappointed at times n all i can is to tel him. but wad's the pnt of tellin him when there's nth he's doin, even to meet mi on time... ya, he can definitely get a cab.. but ultimately, he still wen b able to make it on time...
so ya, do tok abt spendin more time wif mi b4 sch reopens..... =)

bear wif mi abit longer, juz wanna rant as diz is the onli resort =p

i might b abit too sensitive sths, u can blame it on mi, but den again, i'm disturbed by the fact tt i might nt mean much anymore....

it's lyk there's certain things, i might juz haf given up on....
eg: i reached xxx's hse le.. msg u ltr..
n u noe wad? i didnt even bother to reply cuz i noe he probably wen reply or b too concentrated on his frenz....

i wanted to tel him when i was on the bus to novena wif him today..
wanted to ask him whether he can b abit more 'auto'... dun juz care abt he n his frenz, abt himself, abt the fun he might nv get...
look beside him, who is the one sittin beside him? nobody?? nth??
i get sick n tired of tellin him over n over again abt spendin time tght.. so i didnt tel him anythin.

ya great, go on n haf his own share of fun....
cuz i've told him b4... if i dun even haf the feeling there, i probably wen haf the feelin when he goes into NS...

ya it's true..... it's true tt everythin will seriously drop if he goes on lidat.. it's been quite a bad damage, n i seriously dun lyk tt..

it's lyk, y will i even haf the patience to wait for 2 yrs when i dun even c him cheirshin wad he has nw? ya, so tok abt stayin tght for long.. i dunno, n i dun wan to noe any longer if things go on diz way....

it's been lyk mths???
n all he tels mi is 'i juz wan to enjoy some time wif my frenz b4 i go NS..'
mi: it's okie but nt to te extent whereby u dun meet mi..

n ya, for the record, it was lyk a wk plus he didnt meet mi cuz of his frenz??
n being the stforward mi, i told him st to his face tt he's makin mi dislyk his frenz... n ya, probably him?? =)

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we tok on the phone juz nw... tok abt forensics, abt pilots, diff occupations...
everythin was fine...
til he had to hang up... n ya, i jolly well noe tt he wen b callin mi anytime soon after he hang up.... (thou he said he will cal mi b4 goin to bed - hang on, tot he said he was goin hm?? o well, forget it! n ya he said he will cal mi after he finish his supper after i requested.. so i said okie.. AN HOUR HAS PASSED BUT MY FREAKIN PHONE HASNT RANG............ THZ SHAWN =) )

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was still feelin okie til i saw the time.... one hr..... wow.... how honorable, ya??
i swear I'M SERIOUSLY GONNA B DAMN SARCASTIC WHEN I SMS/CAL HIM LTR!

shall tok abt the outing i had wif meow, hs n wei jin on sat another day when i'm in a beta mood...

5.14am -.-

FREAKING PISSED N OFF TO SLP!!!

carving a niche
hong sheng went to submit his sch withdrawal form already.... n ya, as much as i dun wan it, i juz lost another classmate...
he said he has totally no interest..
n i hope tt i seriously can graduate from diz cuz i haf totally no interest in it too...
i'm prayin hard tt nth bad happens... cuz it's gonna b my final yr...

n ya, comin back to him..
we were tokin to him on edmw tt day...
tok to him abt his future plans.. rly afraid tt he will regret or sth cuz it's gonna b real hard for him to go to ns wif o's cert n comin out to study and wk part-time after tt..
n based on his personality, i juz feel tt he wldnt haf much mood to study after tt...
i dunno for sure, well, tt's juz purely a guess...
n bear was tokin abt carvin a niche... cuz he n wake felt tt it doesnt rly matter to go ns nw or ltr i guess.. since hs no longer has any interest in it...

n back to carvin a niche.. he was sayin tt carvin a niche is nt when u wk for ppl.. it's when ppl wk for u... n tt's wad's gonna b the topic of diz post!!

tok to shawn abt diz tt day too.. n we both agreed on things:

carving a niche, imo, is when ur well-known in the industry ur workin in...
it's when u go ard n ppl recognise u when ur doin so 'tt's xxxx n i heard tt he/she is so gd at doin xxxxx!'
it's when ur being headhunted juz purely cuz ur GD in diz industry...
it's when ppl fight for u to wk in their company...
it's when ur boss asks u to stay cuz he/she noes tt ur gd at wad ur doin..
n it's when u do it, n u noe u can definitely get it due to ur experiences.

found the meanin of niche on www.dictionary.com

1. an ornamental recess in a wall or the like, usually semicircular in plan and arched, as for a statue or other decorative object.

2. a place or position suitable or appropriate for a person or thing: to find one's niche in the business world.

3. a distinct segment of a market.

4. Ecology. the position or function of an organism in a community of plants and animals. –adjective

5. pertaining to or intended for a market niche; having specific appeal: niche advertising.

on the oth hand, there's no big deal as to whether u haf ur own company or nt...
cuz u nv noe, who noes, ur company might fail juz lidat?
tt's y, for mi, it's a big diff when ppl say 'carving a niche'...
havin a company doesnt mean u haf made it... cuz it might mean tt u might fail too?


i'm gonna post diz at a ltr time on edmw.. n c wad the rest says..
nv too bad to share wad i tink on forums, rite? =)

omg......
i'm so sian when i can onli read meow's blog but cant tag cuz i'm nt a xanga member!! ahhhhhhh........ =(
tinkin shd i sign up in order to tag or nt... cuz it's makin my hands itchy no matter how lazy i m to register for the thing alone -.-
(yes it's true.. i'm so lazy tt i dun even wan to sign up for facebook! =x)

i miss taggin in her blog lo... n it's been long....
haven seen her for a long time.... hope tt she's fine..
dun get to c her online too...... so been wondering sths whether she's gettin gd in her life too...

i miss my frenz!!

i miss meow..
i miss all the frenz in sch..
i miss the fun we had in ateam..
i miss the days where i was in sech sch classrooms jokin wif the rest of the ppl..
i miss sittin down on the floor of the classroom tokin to him..
i miss goin for recess breaks wif chu ting n ruiduan!!
i miss listenin to discmans back then n to mp3s in the class...
i miss the times we made fun of the teachers!
i miss the times whereby they gt so angry wif the entire class!! =x
i miss my subjects..
i miss the times where we study in mac tght as a grp.....
i miss my sec sch frenz, ruiduan, chu ting, zi, andra, jainthan n alot more..
i miss SAGE!! i miss listenin to them play! i miss sittin down in the hall n hearin them at the teacher's day rehearsals n auditions...
i miss my pri sch best frenz!! si hui, si tong, rebecca, alvin, yi ling....................

seriously wad's the world comin too?? r ppl rly too bz to care abt the ppl ard them anymore??
i realise tt all of us haven been meetin up!!
i rly hope to c them soon... wanna catch up wif all of them.. wanna find out how haf they been... but our timings r always so diff! n diz yr is worse!! cuz alot of the guys r goin into NS!!!

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it's a wonder how come i'm able to dwell upon so many things when i onli cant tag in meow's blog rite? hahahahaha =x

all in all.....
3.39am -.-

okie i went to slp ard 10plus after the 9pm show.. insisted on watchin the show cuz i seriously tink it's worth the watch.. link here: http://8.mediacorptv.sg/shows/drama/view/949/1/.html

show's kind of realistic to mi... tt's y i lyk it.. feel tt the logic of 'if it's nt urs, it's nt urs' is there.... n show will eventually show everyone who lose wadeva they had earlier on gainin back wadeva it is =)

diz mornin went to fetch meryl alone yet again.. he was late again, n i didnt quite bother to cal him n wake him up.. rly sincere, he shd haf done it, isnt it?
when he was awake, he juz droped mi a msg n said he's sry, he woke up late n decided he wen make it on time.. it's okie.. meaningless to say sry.. expected tt he wldnt come anyway =)
he left mi another msg ard 5 plus, tellin him tt he's meetin his frenz for his class chalet already.. but i didnt reply too.. wad's the pnt of replyin?? ya n the day i'll probably reply is when i c tt some part of him is sincere abt the whole thing...
certain things u can c tt he's nt rly being much sincere, but u juz dun wanna tok abt it....
feel lyk askin him how he's doin at the chalet, but dun feel lyk callin him.. i mean, y do i haf to b the 'sincere' one diz time again??? nt my fault, n.o.m.b..

okie n back.. i cant slp at this time nw.. n i kind of expected it havin to slp so early juz nw.. it's nt much of a prob.. since i haf my hk drama to accompany mi thru the whole mornin til the time i go fetch meryl.. haf absolutely nth on tml... bored -.-

how i wish I HAF A CAR!!!! somebody sponsor mi the car pls n i can get the drivin license if i haf a car of my own..... reckon tt a car will seriously b beta.... lyk goin out for supper!! i can get super hungry at times... n save mi the long bus trips to my aunts' hses.... i can even drive mummy to places for her k sessions wif my aunts n uncles! n ya, can drive my ah ma ard to haf gd food.. since we always tk cab if we're goin anywhere further den the market cuz she has abit difficulty walkin... dun wan her to b too tired...
but okie, havin a car has its own expenses too -.-

went back for red cross at cbss today... sec 1s still okie... seniors, can c tt they're slackin.. even for the vp... for zhen khan, i'm feelin abit sian for him also la... cuz whenever parents complain, the bloody teacher will scold him til it's the end of the world...... n he will haf to apologise to the cadets.. lyk huh??? some of which r obviously nt his bloody freakin fault n he still gets it...
they were sayin tt the teacher is afraid of authorities, which ya, i agree so.. afraid of parents, superiors.. n ya! she practise favoritism!!
rite, she's afraid rite?? dun challenge mi or scold my sis for no gd reason! (the last i heard from my sis was when she asked her whether she's goin for the red cross talentime or some competition n all my sis said was 'i'm nt goin' in a normal-and-ppl-will-definitely-get-angry tone.. n the teacher said 'dun tok to mi lidat! u tok to mi how celestine tok to mi!' n fyi, celestine said 'sry i'm nt goin'... err... say sry for wad bloody reason?? u juz asked whether they're goin or nt, need the bloody sry for wad fuck???)
n ya ya, try sayin diz to my sis again n i'll find all the reasons i can to turn it against her.. since she's so damn freakin afraid to offend the superiors n parents... tt's for scoldinzhen khan n my sis for no reason! =x
n no, i freakin wen look for her.... i will look for the principal!! yes, i will request a change of teacher to refrain red cross from closing down!


juz tok on the phone wif him.... for ard 55mins??
glad we tok.. okie la, at least he called mi =p
heard abt his class chalet.. nt veri gd turnout.. thou the chalet itself is considered cheap.. 140 for 2 nites at changi aloha... big lo... but food alone for the chalet tonite is lyk 120 for 10 ppl?? tt's ex... is poor fren had to fork out much more $$ den the rest of them.. tink ard 70-90.. which he said can get himself another pair of jeans...
so was tinkin of gettin edmw ppl to go.. 1st: to help cover abit of the costs...
2nd: well, they wanted a chalet/bbq wad, rite?
but nt sure whether can or nt...

also mentioned another thing to shawn.. today's the class chalet.. tml supposed to b ppl from ibt(their course) goin.. n it's lyk onli 6 stayin? so tinkin how little ppl there will b.. i told him to suggest it to his fren to get more ppl.. nt onli from their course, since so little is goin.. might as well get from oth courses... whoeva can get ppl goin, juz get lo.... juz cover costs can le la.... n more ppl, the merrier!!! juz go there liven things up can le ma... cuz his fren was sayin might as well check out in the noon tml..... tink he rly too sian le.....

was juz tellin him tt i shd juz start on my blog.. sayin ppl can approach mi to help organise outings/gatherings... can... alittle of cash for mi will do..... =xx
was tinkin of it.. cuz rly abit sian stayin at hm all day long..
n since it's sth i can do relatively okie, might as well rite??

might haf diff plans nw n den.. but dunno whether can wk or where to start from....
does anyone noe wad i can do? -.-