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Monday, December 17, 2007
y? y? y?
gosh.. tinkin abt wad will happen if i were to b doin my fyp n attachment.. damn stressed nw.. wad else can i do?
tinkin abt it makes mi veri afraid..
wad if i fail? *choy la.. but things do happen sths*

nt feelin veri gd abt the pacman project already.. cuz i cldnt help much in the project... definitely nt as much as zm n sherman.. cuz they've done much more n even beta.. if i were to do wad they've done.. i dun tink i can even meet their standard of the game..
gonna admit.. when it comes to programming, i rly cant do it... as in, cant do much..
n as much as i wan to help, i juz dunno how to.. yes, we had to hand up 2 TDDs tght wif the project.. so i finished my part for the programming n told zm tt i'll move on to start on the tdds 1st.. cuz i noe tt they wen b able to haf much time for the tdds..

n yeap, i started on the tdds 1st.. but as much as i wld lyk to lighten their wkload.. the reports r after all, technical documents.. n while i can do all the theory parts in the documents.. i cldnt rly help them wifthe tech parts.. except to tel them 'code objects' is to put in the functions etc.. lyk juz leave little notes for them to read n let them put wadeva is needed inside.. cuz i cldnt help wif much of the programming, i wldnt noe their functions n wad the fuctions do.. so, yup... i told zm wad to include in the document parts.. n got him to fill them in.. the rest of the theory qns.... lyk 'game description'... i juz did wadeva i cld.. tt's all..

mayb they noe i cant help them wif much stuff either.. til i asked zm abt wad i need to do.. den he told mi to do the main menu.. the rest of the gameplay n map was handled by him n sherman.. i even tot tt they didnt haf the intention to let mi do at all...

i dunno wad i can do after i graduate.. dunno whether i shd continue studyin or juz go to wk.. but if i were to go wk juz lidat... will a dip b enuff? alot of jobs require an individual to haf a degree.. n a biz degree at tt... (for the job i wan, yes..)

there's so many things i wan to do.. i wan to wk n earn money.. i wan to do the things i lyk.. n get the things i wan.. i wan to get things for my family, for my loved ones.. i wan to go shoppin wif my sisters, n when they c sth they lyk.. i can juz get it for them..

i can communicate pretty well.. can get along quite well wif ppl.. n was tinkin of the diff job opportunities.. wanted to lyk set up a blog n if anyone has any prob, come haf a relaxing chat or sth lidat.. no, nt the normal chat services guess.. n definitely nt those dating services.. is those kind which will allow ppl to b able to haf someone to tok to if they need any advice.. or simply juz someone to tok to.. but i'm also nt veri sure whether i need anythin else (lyk any oth qualifications related if i'm tokin abt advising ppl.. nt as a psychologist definitely... but wadeva u wk as, u need to haf certain kinds of qualifications??) to get it started.. or can i juz start? nt sure abt it...

i wan to wk n earn money! =(

~ { 10:14 PM }
aiming for the sky above;