everythin can b solved...
sudden bad headache nw... muz b cuz tinkin of the bad stuff....

*dun gif up!!!*

borin day
time for mi to go joggin someday.... sweat it out.. othwise i'll get nasty soon...

nearly pointed the finger at jx today... -.-

n well, somehow, mayb... it's also cuz i've been toleratin him since tt day...

after he told veg bt wad mi n meow tok abt...

n both of us were rather pissed wif him....

den in class durin audioc today... hong sheng n i did the wrong way for the graph plottin.. so had to redo it.. juz nice... jx finished it... so he came behind mi n kept sayin 'wols'...

it means 'slow' --- reversed spellin....

so i juz shot back 'ya la ya la... ur the fastest la... the best rite'

oops...... ya... tt's the way i m.... when i'm pissed... no need n dun gif face de... =)

tt's mi =)

nearly gave him the finger.. but didnt...

dun lyk pointin... tink it's seriously veri rude...

n tt's y i say i'm gettin veri nasty diz days...

n was at koufu wif meow they all... den xan they all were sittin at another table.. so kah hou turned n asked for tissue... so tinkin tt onli he wanted, i took a pce n passed to him... den xan said 'onli one ah?? where gt enuff??'

BLAH BLAH BLAH...............

den i threw the pack to their table...

n when i needed it, xan held a used tissue up... (askin mi to use tt instead..)


eh lyk WTF???? whose tissue is tt in the 1st place??

n tinkin of how i actually lent them tt n they still do diz sort of things......


everythin linked back to jx... n diz time... my finger was half-out -.-

was gonna pnt at xan if he seriously doesnt stop playin...

i'm seriously in no mood to play or jk ard wif them...

cuz the tot of jx simply pisses mi off...

(jx asks mi in lab today who pissed mi off n i didnt say anythin...)

guys can get irritatin!!!!

n they(some, nt all) can b total idiots/insensitive sths....

n sths, they juz lyk to make use of ppl???

doesnt mean gals dun make use of ppl...

BUT...... i've seen too many of such egs.... u may seem to b their gd frenz, but they backstab u, they freakin make use of u, they tel wadeva shit u told them to another person........

yes, tt's how much i find guys to b irritatin diz days...


cuz some r worse off den gals... (no nt sayin tt gals r tt bad... but o well, gals do gossip... n some guys juz happen to do tt beta off)

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hong sheng askin mi to change avatar nw.. but no nice ones to change to le -.-

put my own photo??


NO WAY man!! siao!! hahahahaha!!

okie.. i noe.. i'm random.. mayb cuz i'm tired...

anyway him change to 'Chipmunk' le.. haha..

ytd while out havin dinner, i gave diz name to him de.. hahaha...

he's been sayin tt i'm veri creative diz days...

okie.. mayb cuz of the storylines tt i come up wif -.-

they're lame n random!! hahahaha

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i dun haf much strength to do anythin nw...

juz tired.. veri tired... even my hands r feelin veri tired... typin makes mi use extra strength... -.-


alrite.. tt's all for today..

lookin for lyrics nw....

o... song to intro 'wo bu pei' by jay chou... it's damn nice..

*i put the song on loop! hahaha*

so next, who else to trust?
i juz realized tt i can get naive, gullible, or rather stupid when i choose to believe things tt ppl tel mi...

trustin ppl for mi can b veri ez... but when ppl break my trust time n again, i'm sry man... ur out of the league...

i hate it when i tel ppl things n they tel others... i hate it when they disppoint mi time n again..

i hate it SO MUCH tt i juz wish i can confront them abt it n asked them y they can actually break my trust..


THZ to whoeva didnt shut ur trap... THZ for makin the stupid gullible mi tel u so many things n u juz tel ppl things..... so much for treatin u as someone i can confide in.. so much for treatin u as a gd fren n even worried tt u'll get hurt... so much for being juz a fren.... RLY THZ.....

for nw, i wen trust anyone... nt anytime soon? i dunno... mayb it depends on who the person is too?



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gt the ppl in forum n him worried... didnt pick up their calls.. didnt reply their sms...
juz sry abt it.....
so many cal/sms... there were ed, wake, black, fw, veg, him...
n even I.S, wb, bk,max n i tink bear were also wondering where i was...
bk went to slp after i reported safe...

nice rite, em?

went to billy bombers at marina sq today... fulfillin meal, yes...

had ole fish n fries... one ice cream, one soup n one sprite.... full lo -.-

mi, jy, xiu, wake, black, wb, fw, veg... 8 of us..

n shawn went to haf his dinner wif his family.. came back after tt wif stan.... noticed tt stan changed alot too... weird guys.. how come all change so much?

we had a tok near esplanade after dinner.. tok abt sec sch life... alot, in fact.. the kind of ppl we haf in our sch.... xiu mentioned abt diz 'balloon gang' in his sch.. n everytime the dm tok to the ppl from there, he'll tk out a needle.. hahaha....

came hm alone n reached hm ard 1 odd.... feelin of comin hm late damn gd... thou nt wif him, but... hmm... dunno.... at least i come hm late? hahaha..

felt abit odd tt he wasnt wif mi thou it's tt late... more used to havin him ard when it's tt late le ba.... =)

wake said he regretted didnt seein mi hm.. n veg said next time when there's a outin which ends late, each gal will b accompanied hm by a guy.. n i said 'no need'... dun wann dun need..

alot of things were said...

today shall remain as a happy day from 3.30pm-1am (4th Nov).... 1am onwards, i juz tink tt i'm damn naive to believe my fren....


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told sis juz nw tt i still feel tt he's the best guy.. no regrets or wadsoeva.. =)

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i need my gd fren.... n one of them who will understand who the person is n wad kind of situation..... i saw her at marina sq juz nw... n i juz tagged at her tagboard.... meow...


gtg... slpin time... nite!!

tgif
i hate ppl who lyks to tink tt they rly understand mi alot when they dun rly do...

juz for an instance, he actually tot tt i didnt wan to get tght wif the guy mainly cuz i didnt wan to hurt him?

nuts... lyk wtf? doesnt he noe wad is 'I DUN HAF ANY FEELINGS FOR TT GUY?????'

told mi 'if he rly lyks u, he'll wait. mayb he can make u happier.'

eh lyk.... crazy ah?? i nv say anythin abt likin him.. n i even mentioned tt i've rejected him... n no, it's nt gonna b happy for both of us cuz, to add on, i haf no feelings for him...

bolded and highlighted in red to let ppl haf the EYES to c clearly n nt to misunderstand again....


sick already.. flu? n i'm so tired.. juz feel lyk slpin nw..

dun tink i'm goin for lec ltr.... feelin so sick tt i didnt even haf the stregth to wait for 3pm lec..

n yes, audio creation class always end early... -.-


TGIF...!!!!